(note...this was written when I left Japanese at 8:35 a.m. after my mid-term...all other sidenotes...you inkow the drill...Big Hugs and Kisses to Adrian...and more apologies)      Aye...Its amazing how a few words can cure your doubt. And something that was fairly easy and so worthwhile, had seemed so difficult... But its hard for me...because as much as I often *want* to believe and have faith in people, I can't. Usually. Normally, if someone had said the things Adrian said to me last night, I'd have written them off. But not this time. I believe him. And I have never been so glad to be wrong about someone. Seriously. I guess sometimes you just have to bite the bullet...      And I do want to apologize to Adrian for taking the long way around. A girl's gotta learn sometimes I guess. Thanks for understanding. I'll try to curb the negative side of my mad ravings. *smiles*      I swear sometimes that I'm crazy though! heheh... "The girl's got issues"...wasn't it the Offspring who sang that? LOL Between that and the Bloodhound Gang's "You're Pretty When I'm Drunk", they've got me covered! Just kidding...though after that night in June, I sure felt like that last song was written about me. Not that I thought he was drunk, and not that I do think now that he was drunk then...blah blah blah. Nevermind that scenario, the important guy is the one I'm apologizing to...repeatedly...      I mean, I have felt that way, but right now I don't.      So I just left Japanese class....my written mid-term was today. Not toooooooo bad, think I did well, except for...grr...okay, anyone who read j5 should know that I DO know what the copula is. And yet I screwed it up anyway...I conjugated (ii) instead of (desu) :P ii, yoku nai, yokatta, yoku nakatta... :P hehe ANYway. Fortunately, Nelson-sensei caught it while glancing at my paper and let me fix it. See? Told you he was pretty great.      I guess he knew I knew the right answers...I hope :P hehe      And Lenora isn't here yet [in criminology class]. That biznatch. Skipping :P I hope she's okay actually. O'well, I guess I'll be semi-responsible and hang around for History anyway. So only six people asked for the PW to #4...that's good I guess. No one I don't already know wanted to read it...Okay, now its 9 straight up. She is missing "great" conversation from the "back-row crim. guys"... discussing how they (Doctors) check for STDs in guys..."They jam a big q-tip up your Urethra man!"..."Hehe, its metal! I swear dude!" Then moronic laughter...imagine four Beavis and Butthead impressionists, hehe... O'well. Did you know that the most prominent STD in Kittitas Country is Chlamydia? Oh wow. Dr Johnson's wife fell last night and broke her nose. He's worried about brain trouble...or something. Won't be around for office hours...hope she's okay. ugh...back to taking notes :P Travis Hirschii human nature is amoral....common value system....socialization process...4 elements of the BOND TO CONVENTIONALITY....blahb blah blah...then I went on in my crim. notes to write down my favorite names... like...Gabriel Lucas and Lydia Judith....*shrugs* Then practiced Hiragana and sketched anime/manga faces all over my paper...and o'well :P hehe